06 May 2007

11th March - good day sunshine

As it was such a lovely day, I actually made the time to go for a walk. Normally I get so caught up with my 'to do' list that I forget to actually enjoy my free time. Following the sense of peace that was still present after the ski trip, it was good to be out in God's creation. I felt at home and comfortable with myself in way that I haven't for a long time. It seems that I have been trapped in a place of despair for so long, knowing that I wanted to get out, that this wasn't what I had chosen but feeling that I had to work through this grief and come out of the other side. As a celebration of my freedom, I ran down a hill making windmills with my arms in complete abandonment to the moment. Happy for no other reason than I am alive and free.

1 comment:

Greg said...

Hi, Searsy! Glad you hear you're well.